oh my goddddd i think i just died. i'm like crying and i cannot even... awrytjhiorfj I HAVE NO WORDS. that was absolutely BEAUTIFUL and touching and incredible. your writing style is so... gorgeous and i felt like i was apart of it so well. i love how you characterize them and i love the honest of it. this was the most REAL joick fic i have read in a really really long time. i could see this happening, like really honestly see this being exactly how it happened. so beautiful, so so so beautiful. i'm literally without words right now and i think i'm just gonna comment and then reread this. it brings me to the best place and i just feel apart of it. i seriously bow down to you holy crap :( you absolutely MADE my entire day