HOLY SHIT, JENNIFER. OMG. I JUST AM SO *FLAILS* RIGHT NOW. THIS IS AMAZING.
I REMEMBER THIS, OKAY. I REMEMBER YOU WORRYING ABOUT THE FIGHT AND HOW IT WOULD ALL WORK OUT BUT OMG YOU SURPASSED YOURSELF, OKAY, BECAUSE THAT WAS AMAZING. JUST -
THE FIRST MEETING. HOW KEVIN JUST SORT OF WALKS RIGHT UP AND CALEB IS A DOUCHEBAG BECAUSE THAT'S WHO HE IS AND HOW NICK'S JAW TIGHTENS AND HE'S STILL POLITE BUT ANGRY AND HOW DISSILLUSIONED WITH THE WHOLE THING HE IS.
THE FIGHT! OMG, THE FIGHT. I CAN'T EVEN - I LOVE IT WHEN THERE'S TENSION AND THEY'RE OKAY ONLY THEY'RE NOT, THEY'RE REALLY NOT AND JUST THE WHOLE LIMO THING WITH KEVIN TRYING TO HELP BUT NOT GETTING IT AND HOW JOE'S JUST BITING BECAUSE HE'S HURTING TOO AND KEVIN DOESN'T KNOW AND EVERYTHING AND THEN.
THEN.
THE FIGHT IN THE CORIDOR WHICH I HAVE ALREADY EXPRESSED MY JOY OVER BUT EVERYTHING AND THEN JOE COMING BACK AND JUST NOT WANTING THAT FOR HE AND NICK AND THE WAY NICK TRIES TO UNDERSTAND BUT HE'S MISSING THAT CONNECTION AND JOE SEEING EVERYTHING VIVIDLY IN HIS HEAD. NOT WANTING TO FIGHT WITH NICK AND THE LINE ABOUT JUMPING OUT FO A WINDOW BECAUSE HE WOULD RATHER DIE THAN EVEN THINK ABOUT RAISING A HAND TO NICK. I CANNOT EVEN HANDLE THAT WHOLE SCENE.
AND NICK TRYING TO STOP BECAUSE HE KNOWS IT'S WRONG AND THINKING THE ONLY THING WORSE IS MURDER BECAUSE THIS IS BAD BUT HE CAN'T STOP HIMSELF AND WANTING TO STOP AND JOE JUST REPEATING THE WORD NO OVER AND OVER AND SKAJDKSF.
OH, JEN. JEN JEN. THEN WAKING UP AND THINGS BEING AWKWARD EVEN AS JOE WISHES THEY WEREN'T AND NOT BEING ABLE TO HOLD NICK'S EYE AND THEN ELEVATOR AND SEEING THE FOLLOWILLS AND OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
BURNING UP. BURNING UPPPPPPPPPPP. JARED AND MATTHEW AND THEN CALEB KNOCKING HIS BOOTS AND WILL JUST GRINNING AND EVERYTHING AND OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
ALSO; CAN WE TAKE A MOMENT FOR NICK SHUTTING HIMSELF IN THE BATHROOM? OMG, JEN. THAT BIT CAUGHT ME AND I COULDN'T RECOVER.
HOLY SHIT. I JUST READ THE LAST PART AGAIN AND OMG. JARED AND JOE AND CONNECTING AND THIS MAKES ME WANT TO GO AWAY AND WRITE THE JARED/JOE SOME MORE BUT OMG I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO IT BECAUSE I'M STILL A LITTLE DISCONNECTED FROM THE KOL STUFF AND THIS IS HELPING, IT REALLY IS BECAUSE HOLY SHIT BUT I DON'T WANT TO WRITE IT IN THIS MOOD BECAUSE I'M AFRAID I WON'T DO IT JUSTICE BUT.
JOE GRINNING STUPIDLY AT JARED AND MATTHEW BEING AWESOME AND I KIND WANT ALITTLE MATTHEW/JARED, IS THAT WRONG? IDEK. BUT OMG, OKAY. THIS IS AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND ILU SO MUCH.
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I suggest we all go to group therapy after this. I'm desperate to see how worse off everyone else is
Date: 2009-05-02 09:04 am (UTC)HOLY SHIT, JENNIFER. OMG. I JUST AM SO *FLAILS* RIGHT NOW. THIS IS AMAZING.
I REMEMBER THIS, OKAY. I REMEMBER YOU WORRYING ABOUT THE FIGHT AND HOW IT WOULD ALL WORK OUT BUT OMG YOU SURPASSED YOURSELF, OKAY, BECAUSE THAT WAS AMAZING. JUST -
THE FIRST MEETING. HOW KEVIN JUST SORT OF WALKS RIGHT UP AND CALEB IS A DOUCHEBAG BECAUSE THAT'S WHO HE IS AND HOW NICK'S JAW TIGHTENS AND HE'S STILL POLITE BUT ANGRY AND HOW DISSILLUSIONED WITH THE WHOLE THING HE IS.
THE FIGHT! OMG, THE FIGHT. I CAN'T EVEN - I LOVE IT WHEN THERE'S TENSION AND THEY'RE OKAY ONLY THEY'RE NOT, THEY'RE REALLY NOT AND JUST THE WHOLE LIMO THING WITH KEVIN TRYING TO HELP BUT NOT GETTING IT AND HOW JOE'S JUST BITING BECAUSE HE'S HURTING TOO AND KEVIN DOESN'T KNOW AND EVERYTHING AND THEN.
THEN.
THE FIGHT IN THE CORIDOR WHICH I HAVE ALREADY EXPRESSED MY JOY OVER BUT EVERYTHING AND THEN JOE COMING BACK AND JUST NOT WANTING THAT FOR HE AND NICK AND THE WAY NICK TRIES TO UNDERSTAND BUT HE'S MISSING THAT CONNECTION AND JOE SEEING EVERYTHING VIVIDLY IN HIS HEAD. NOT WANTING TO FIGHT WITH NICK AND THE LINE ABOUT JUMPING OUT FO A WINDOW BECAUSE HE WOULD RATHER DIE THAN EVEN THINK ABOUT RAISING A HAND TO NICK. I CANNOT EVEN HANDLE THAT WHOLE SCENE.
AND NICK TRYING TO STOP BECAUSE HE KNOWS IT'S WRONG AND THINKING THE ONLY THING WORSE IS MURDER BECAUSE THIS IS BAD BUT HE CAN'T STOP HIMSELF AND WANTING TO STOP AND JOE JUST REPEATING THE WORD NO OVER AND OVER AND SKAJDKSF.
OH, JEN. JEN JEN. THEN WAKING UP AND THINGS BEING AWKWARD EVEN AS JOE WISHES THEY WEREN'T AND NOT BEING ABLE TO HOLD NICK'S EYE AND THEN ELEVATOR AND SEEING THE FOLLOWILLS AND OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
BURNING UP. BURNING UPPPPPPPPPPP. JARED AND MATTHEW AND THEN CALEB KNOCKING HIS BOOTS AND WILL JUST GRINNING AND EVERYTHING AND OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
ALSO; CAN WE TAKE A MOMENT FOR NICK SHUTTING HIMSELF IN THE BATHROOM? OMG, JEN. THAT BIT CAUGHT ME AND I COULDN'T RECOVER.
HOLY SHIT. I JUST READ THE LAST PART AGAIN AND OMG. JARED AND JOE AND CONNECTING AND THIS MAKES ME WANT TO GO AWAY AND WRITE THE JARED/JOE SOME MORE BUT OMG I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO IT BECAUSE I'M STILL A LITTLE DISCONNECTED FROM THE KOL STUFF AND THIS IS HELPING, IT REALLY IS BECAUSE HOLY SHIT BUT I DON'T WANT TO WRITE IT IN THIS MOOD BECAUSE I'M AFRAID I WON'T DO IT JUSTICE BUT.
JOE GRINNING STUPIDLY AT JARED AND MATTHEW BEING AWESOME AND I KIND WANT ALITTLE MATTHEW/JARED, IS THAT WRONG? IDEK. BUT OMG, OKAY. THIS IS AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND ILU SO MUCH.
AMAZING.