i'm still running from the fire, the fire

[hardparade]

So, I made a Nick Jonas/Caleb Followill fanvid.

Yeah, that's how I'm choosing to start this entry. DON'T EVEN ASK ME WHERE IT CAME FROM. I'm still not entirely sure. All I know is that I hardcore ship them, now? It started out all ANGST and SEX and RELIGION, and now all of a sudden thepodsquad and I CANNOT STOP TALKING ABOUT NICK AND CALEB GETTING GAY MARRIED AND LIVING ON A CORN FARM IN IOWA WITH THEIR BABY CALLED COSTELLO. Using Miley as their surrogate. I'M NOT KIDDING YOU GUYS. THIS IS MY LIFE NOW. It's not helped by this terrible quality video of an interview from last year where the following is said:

Caleb: I think we're the second best-looking brother band (something I can't hear). The Jonas Brothers are dressed up pretty nice.
Matt: No they're not!
Caleb: (Something, maybe 'We're good!') Saw 'em last night in the lobby. Jesus, those little guys. I know they're probably legal to drink here, but Disney would screw 'em if they ever saw them with a beer--it'd be in every magazine.

You guys, Caleb Followill thinks the Jonas Brothers are good looking and he feels sorry for them 'cause they can't have a drink. ♥_♥

But yeah, at some point during all of this, I was watching the Lines, Vines and Trying Times photoshoot video and it reminded me really strongly of Rolling Stone's At Home With Kings of Leon video. And then my brain started meshing the two and like, it has no real story and seriously, this is only the second fanvid I have ever made, but IT HAD TO BE DONE. Feel free to ignore my insanity.

IN OTHER NEWS, I have now finished my exams until January! SO YAY. Unfortunately, I am not free just yet, as I'm going to Rhode Island and New Hampshire for like...11 days. I leave on Sunday. I'm looking forward to it and everything and it's not like this should be freaking me out as much as it is seeing as it happens EVERY YEAR, but like...it's really freaking me out. I HAVE BECOME SO DEPENDENT ON CERTAIN INTERNET FRIENDS OVER THE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS (has it even been that long?) AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'LL DO WITHOUT LIVEJOURNAL IN GENERAL. D:

Also, I realised the other day that in the Disney fandom, I pretty much never make reaction posts? I always just end up reacting on everyone else's reaction posts and leaving it at that. I DON'T KNOW WHY THAT IS? But a whole bunch of things have happened now and I don't want to make some giant rambly post about EVERYTHING. So here's a really brief overview: TACKLEHUG! My top three favourite songs on LVATT are Much Better, World War III and Black Keys! I still cannot quite believe they're getting away with that implied 'bitch' in Poison Ivy! I'm going to see them in Manchester with thisissirius in November!

...I HAVE ALREADY RUN OUT OF THINGS TO SAY BUT I'M SURE THERE ARE MORE, IDK, TALK TO ME.

Also, if you have ever in your life thought, you know what I'd like to read? The bass player from Kings of Leon drunkenly hitting on Demi Lovato and then taking her to get a tattoo the next day and then fucking her in his bathroom, I can hook you up. The characterisation is weirdly perfect and they're all bickery and adorable and hot all at the same time. Knock Down The Door, NC-17. It even comes with fake gossip site articles and texts and Twitter updates which all sound SO LEGIT IT'S SCARY. I fucking love thepodsquad, you guys. (Also, it is INGRAINED IN MY BRAIN that Demi is a lesbian, but I totally bought this pairing, so this fic must have magical powers. Just sayin'.)

DISNEY STARS/MEMBERS OF KINGS OF LEON. It's the future.

Comments

[littledivinity.livejournal.com]

JENNIFER.

JENNIFER.

I...I AM ALMOST CRYING OVER THAT VIDEO. I HAVE...NEVER KNOWN ANYTHING SO BEAUTIFUL IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

Holy crap. No seriously. No. Seriously. I love you so much for doing that. IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING. I cannot even...how am I supposed to PROCESS THAT??? How????

It's so amazing.

[likecharity.livejournal.com]

♥♥♥

I LOVE YOUUUUU.

I am so glad you liked it, you have no idea. IT WAS STRESSING ME OUT BY THE END BECAUSE I DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH NICK CLIPS. And then I found the golfing clips and there was a brief period of INTENSE JOY but then I realised I still had a whole bunch of empty space and auuuugh vidding is HARD.

But seriously. I know I made it, but it gave me feelings too. I UNDERSTAND.

[littledivinity.livejournal.com]

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU MANAGED IT!!!

I can't. Because there's SO little to work with, but the clips work SO WELL together. AND THEM IN THE KITCHEN TOGETHER. AND TECHNICALLY I KNOW THEY AREN'T TOGETHER. BUT IN MY HEAD THEY ARE???

AND CALEB SWIRLING THE WINE AND NICK PLAYING THE GUITAR IN BED. AND I KNOW THEY AREN'T TECHNICALLY TOGETHER...AND NOW I WANT TO WRITE FIC. OH GOD. IT GAVE ME FEELINGS ABOUT THE THIRD STORY IN THE NICK/CALEB TRILOGY.

I seriously cannot even tell you. I want to crawl inside this video and never leave it. It's my favourite.

[likecharity.livejournal.com]

I AM SO GLAD YOU MENTIONED THE KITCHEN BIT BECAUSE THE KITCHEN BIT IS MY FAVOURITE. And what's weird is that it was a TOTAL ACCIDENT that when the Caleb clip cuts away, it looks like he's walking behind Nick. TOTAL ACCIDENT. ...I mean, I'm a really talented vidder and did that on purpose.

THE BED BIT GAVE ME HELL. BUT IT JUST HAD TO BE THERE. Seriously, so much of this gave me feelings, and needs for fic. Just the basic image of Nick sitting on the bed plucking away at the guitar while Caleb lies half under the covers with a glass of wine, listening. *dies*

But seriously, oh my goddd that means so much to me thank you FOREVER, I LOVE YOU. ♥

[littledivinity.livejournal.com]

YES YES YES! IT LOOKING LIKE CALEB IS WALKING BEHIND HIM. God, my heart almost EXPLODED. It almost exploded. It's just ... This video is perfection, Jenny. IT's perfect. I can't even deal with it.

...CALEB LISTENING. AND THINKING ABOUT...AND...hahaha, those are not tears in my eyes. THEY ARE NOT. Why do these two gets to me so bad??? I don't even get it.

Also, HI, you know what I should do? IIII should post my first Nick/Caleb fic on my writing journal so it's unlocked.

[likecharity.livejournal.com]

It was meant to be like, Caleb teasing him and maybe there was someone else in the room and Caleb was re-telling some story that NICK FOUND EMBARRASSING but then Caleb said something nice and walked past and Nick looked happier idek. IT WAS A HAPPY ACCIDENT.

I DON'T KNOOOW. Why can't we set them up? Why does there have to be such an age difference and why does Disney have to exist? THERE IS JUST SO MUCH POTENTIAL.

YES YOU SHOULD. I was thinking that earlier, that it should be on there.

Also omg I have just been replying to comments like a crazy person but I SHOULD PROBABLY SIGN INTO MSN OR SOMETHING.

[littledivinity.livejournal.com]

THE BEST OF ALL HAPPY ACCIDENTS!!!!

Hahahahaha. The idea of...oh man. Best thing of my life. "YOU TWO CRAZY KIDS, JUST GET TOGETHER AND WORK IT OUT, OKAY?" It would...be the best thing ever.

I WILL DO IT RIGHT NOW, ACTUALLY. WHILE I'M THINKING ABOUT IT. Otherwise I'll forget for real.

GET ONLINE NOW, BITCH. ...Sorry. Get online now, please, sweetie pie?