i'm not trying to wake you up

See part one for more details.

( evil has never loved you as i do (2/2) )

You know how when most people make ficmixes, the little drabbles they include are actually drabbles? Like, they're short? I CANNOT DO THAT. WHY AM I INCAPABLE OF WRITING THINGS THAT ARE SHORT. Case in point: this, and also the Skandar/Georgie/Will P. thing that I'm still working on, which has exploded into 20k+ and still isn't finished. D:

What is my life, etc. Also, I feel like I'm using my 'general psychological fuckery' tag far more often than usual lately...


Title: dark red bloodstreams
Maker: likecharity
Pairing: Spencer Reid/Nathan Harris
Rating: R, to be safe
Warnings: Mentions of attempted suicide, self-injury, and drug use. Dark themes in general.
Sounds like: Fighting against your own mind. Finding somebody who understands. Distress and danger and guilt and helplessness, but with an undercurrent of hope. A mixture of music genres.
Notes: Includes 16 songs and ficlets. Plus .rar, .zip, and individual .mp3s to download. The heart and brain textures are by mellowmint.



( i will always listen to you / losing battles in your mind )

♥_♥ WHY. WHY ARE THEY SO ADORABLE? WHY DO THEY LOOK SO IN LOVE? WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE BEN IS PROPOSING IN THAT SECOND ONE? WHYYYYY ARE THESE SO SMALL? Srsly though, you guys, their FACES. Their HANDS. I can't even, with these two.

( A few more stray pictures from Tokyo. )

Speaking of Ben/Georgie, I still have this really strong desire for a fic in which Ben is head-over-heels like RIDICULOUSLY in love with Georgie but entirely oblivious to his own feelings (in denial, essentially), and wanting to see her all the time and spend time with her and buy her things and Georgie is sort of like "huh, okay, well this is nice", and everyone else is like "uh, Ben..." and he's just like "ISN'T GEORGIE THE BEST? :D" and eventually someone sits him down and is like "this is a little bit inappropriate, you seem to be crushing on a fifteen year old" and he's like "what an absurd idea--OH GOD."

Anyway, I guess I might update this if higher quality ones turn up? I HOPE THEY DO, I NEED TO SEE THE HAND-CLASPING/LOVING GAZES IN HQ.

Also, Georgie did these audition videos for a movie called The Expatriate, here and here, and the emotional bits are really impressive. This inspired merae to write a really devastating but amazing fic called Small Bird of a Hand, which I recommend.

I feel like I must have other things to update about. Um. Did I mention I finally watched Inception? I KNOW IT TOOK ME LIKE FOREVER, OKAY, BUT I'VE SEEN IT TWICE NOW AND I REALLY LOVE IT. I'm kind of open to any ships (especially involving Arthur ♥, but excluding Ariadne/male, simply because I have a mental block there in that ELLEN PAGE IS A LESBIAN) and would like some recs if you have any? Have any of you guys written for the fandom? I basically ignored everything about it before because I hadn't seen the movie, but now I obviously want to explore. Ridiculously late to the party I knooooow.

I also watched The Social Network...which I really did not enjoy. I'M SO SORRY, FLIST, I TRIED. BUT NO. I was worried I might just watch it and be indifferent and not really get the hype, but I actively disliked it, and I'm so disappointed by that. Let's just not talk about it. (I still think Jesse Eisenberg and Andrew Garfield are really sweet and in love, though? So there's that?)

I've also somehow managed to watch two seasons of Criminal Minds in like, a stupidly short amount of time, and I'm really enjoying it, mostly because I've fallen madly in love with Reid. Which was predictable. Seriously, though, it's like they created a character based purely on 'things Jenny finds attractive in men'. WOULD WELCOME RECS FOR THAT TOO. Basically shipping Reid/everyone so far, but mostly Reid/Hotch and Reid/Morgan. OBVIOUSLY.

Right, I think this post has been sufficently all over the place, I'll go now.